I know I came on this trip for performing with chorus, but it has been the most amazing trip of my life. I have ALWAYS said I’m going to live in New York and be a model but never done anything about it. Yeah I came up here and went to agencies but nothing happened. I’ve been lazy about working out and not been eating the way I should. But it’s like, I’ve never felt this way when I’ve been to New York. This is where I belong and when I get home tomorrow I am going to do everything in my power to make sure that I am here and living out my dream by doing what I want to do. This is the start of a new me.